~The backpacking trip to Bandung is still on~
Ok. I know.
I’ve been on a hiatus for quite a longggg time alrdy. Ppl complaining. I’d been busy (oh busy-nya pretending. Bluerghh)
I wanna go somewhere. A nice place. Be Bangkok, bandung, beaches?? etc. etc. Oh heaven-nya (berangan). But i’m stuck here. Booo ho-ho.
Ohh i’ve got new material from Borders the other day. t’was the personal shopper book by carmen reid. Now only managed to finish the 2nd page. Shesshh.
I am very much pissed of wit tha ‘bloody hoots’ at the off. Honestly am soooo sick of being so considerate and nice abt others (or these particular fella(s)–oh ramainya org yg aku tidk suka). So am losing it this time. Anyway, i hv nothin to lose pun. Definately. So why bother?
Aku benci manusia bodho sombong and hipokrasi. Easy peasy.
*Sneeze* Aah my fever+flu is gettin worse. Malas la nak g clinic. The doc ther bukan nak check pun. Lazy arse btol. Buang masa je g sana. Baik swallow panadol/soluble je kat rumah and then tdo.*Aachum*
On another note, HE has been away for more thn 1 week now. So??
I need some Tender Loving Care. Anyone? Hehe.
I wanna play futsalllll!!!

“Right now if I don’t write down the things in my heart, tomorrow..then I would forget it and it will dissapear..”
t’was one of my fav quote frm the jdrama. And I believe tht it has huge number of fans frm all over the places to the extend tht few of ‘em even created a blog to translate the aya’s diary which happen to be my current fave reads. Just to share with my fellow readers.. sumthin’ heart-touching to ponder upon..
Hurrahh!! he he. so last nite went for berbuka puasa @chilis. Finally aftr long overdue plan. t’was fun and full of laughter. ANd oh not to mention the piccies too. (yes ppl I soo loved taking pics. I even love it when somebody can snap the phots for me ;P)
ok. back to tha iftar thingie. So ther were only 3 of us. Apparently only 1person aje yg puasa since am in the “false alarm” mode. We started out with the triple play apertizer. oh tell you wht the buffalo wings stil soooooooo yummilicious! N the rest (forgotten the name) were awesome blossom! So we ordered chicken, fajitas, and lamb. Eowwwwwwwww I cant believe I actually ordered lamb. Sgt confident, no denial and w/out objection from my other 2mates. Mebbe diorg pun blur bcos sgt byk gelak and pics snap interruption. By tha way, I’ve got some adorable phots uploaded. Lov all the phots to bits.
Chili’s #1
thanks .y designer for the artwork :p
Chili’s #2
credits to photographer, miss devilicious
After tht managed fo a quickie @parkson. Really adore the bobbi brown two way cake
. Then hopped to lewre. Its on sale up to 70% (yes babe, better be hurry) but euggghhhhh the shoes not so fancy lah nowadays. I suppose those wer the old stocks tht they need to finished off. Di esprit sy sgt teruja yang teramat melihat one bag they carry. Fiddle fiddle sum more, belek2 bag dekat elle pulak.. oh can’t be. Really nice. The price for both pun such a bargain tho.
Confused.
Finally managed to get a new clogs frm elle. Its cantik! And most importantly its sale for 70% make it less thn 50bucks. Really worth it. I digggggg it a lot!
As a result, pagi tadi I woke up with rasa tekak nak pecah dan meletup sbb panas. duhhhhhhhh!!~
…this explains the lack of blog update, tho.
Oh wht a shame. Dengan senang hati nya ponteng terawih and stil hv heart to blog. But hey, I’m back. After a long overdue update. One good thing
Just a recap.
Non-related postI hv these kind of ”hate-love” feeling over ‘him’ since the reunite. Oh bugger. Am not gonna blog about ‘HE’ / him / guy or whtever name the bloke goes with. At least not in this blog. Na-da a good thing. *finger crossed* :p
I won the ”AH” bag yg diidam2kan from ebay auction the other day. yay!! excited ya amat! oh finally! fighting to the v.v.last minutes. God knows how it feels. Dan hanya mereka2 yang pernah bet and kalah saja tau how cranky it was. Frust ya amat. Like duh!
And now to my horror, am addicted to ebay d.. uh.uh. *tap on my back*
Good things are:
1) its online-shopping so you dont hv to drive to the mall. talkin’ abt much more mobility *konon lah
2) can sell ur stuff too.
But on the opposite side
1) Shop anything, anytime, anywhere *dangg!~
Thts explains :-
1) Why am easily broke *like always*
2) The lesser amount of moolahs.
3) Lack of blog updates. Cos every single time I log into ‘net I can’t resist checking on whts hot & whtsnot in ebay instead of WP. Each time w/out fails.
Moral of these ebay thingie: Jgn jadi geek with lifeless life.
I strongly believe tht I hv spend the moolahs I should possibly spend for shoes. After a deep long thoughts, supprisingly.. no purchase of shoes/stilettos for couple of months!!! The last shoes I bought was the Primavera wedges few months ago. Eouuuuuuuuuu Gawdamn!! See ? How pathetic it is?? Sgt kasihan kan saya?
Maka dengan itu saya berazam untuk membeli sekurang-kurangnya Lewre / Aldo shoes sebagai reward utk diri sendiri dan juga kasut raya. Fair & square kan? ![]()
*Mental Note: Aldo? R u mad?? *just a bit tipsy*
Sangat teruja dan can’t wait to go shop.shop & shop!
I’m totally head over heels wif this song. Been listening to it countless times since this evening.
6ixth Sense – Tak Bisa Memilihmu
Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya
Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah
Darimu,Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Untuk cintainya,
Hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu
Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku….
C/O
Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya…
(terhanyut jiwa ini,terjatuh dihatinya)
Date & Location : 25th ~ 26th August 2006 @ Rapidfire WhiteWater Park, Sg.Sedim, Kulim
Its fab. Extremely fun. Plus we’ve got special treat frm the “organizer” – RapidFire Team. Its just tht I got my skin tanned due to tht~ sunburn. I hate it. Not nice at all.. especially for tha “wedding” *sigh*
And oh by tha way. Saya sangat marah of tonite’s net connection. Darn it. So blardy slow. And plus sumthing seems not rite wit this stuphit lappie tht gives me unintended irritate. Its like the cursor or pointer of or whtever the name is keep on dragging the unnecessary things at unnecessary time on unnecessary spot. Annoying kan? Manage to finish this entry pun dh sangat bagus. *Durhh*
So pls visit my FP for more rafting photos. just click those link –> bubblydolly’s FP
…toddless with annoying feeling. taaaa~

sgt lah heaven
Penyakit malas update blog dah dtg.
Oh pls dont let it be a hiatus now shall I?
Just a quickie :0
Hey all. Bunch of thanks for tha bday wishes~ sms, cards, lovely-friendly-treats, etc2. I heart you all loads!
16th Aug (so-called whole day celebration)
Bday lunch treat @Kulim Golf Club. Thanks buddies
)
Mommy+Dad+bro Suprise cake delivery to office. yada.yada. I lov suprise! :p
Dinner & Rat-a-too-ee movie treat. *2thumbs UP!*
WkNd
A special treat at Bakerzin. *wink.wink*
oMg the ”Japanese Strawberry Shortcake” sangat sedap. The cake is way toooo small from secret recipe’s but tell u wht, its darn pricey thn secret recipe is ~ 8.90rm per slice. But frankly speaking, its worth a single penny (tho am not the one who paid for it ;p). I really dig the Warm choc cake desert tappas. Sgt yummy.
Am looking at this book… for my Bandung trip. *Sgt gedik kan?* And since am here d.. Hmm.. lemme find it first ya..? :p

p/s: who said my bday can’t be a blast? sumtimes ’somebody-am-not-keen-to-mention’ can be such a complete loser too. Sgtlah pathetic.
Should I? Or shouldnt I? Should I? I need ur opinions. Anyone?? Pls. Pls.
Ya ampun. Sgt fall in lov wit this bag. Sgt mahu ini bag. Yelp!!

Description
Color: white(refer photos below)
Size: Large. Approx: 16″L x 13″H x 10-1/2″W with 8-1/2″ strap drop
Design: as seen in the picture. it also comes with an additional small bag on the inside
Condition: Brand New with Tag.
Shipping: FREE

Ouch.ouch. I lurv white. *wink.wink*

of a bliss wkN @home
Ouh. Ok. Mebbe I over-exaggerated it anyway. But I really am planning for a backpacking trip to Bandung. Well ok. Maybe Bandung has never been in my must-visit travel destination list until I accidentally happened to read a some sort of getaway article abt this Bandung thingie tht makes me soooooo blardy overwhelming. The good part of it, managed to get a buddy to tag along. So got myself a good galfwend as a good company together2 to Bandung. See? How cool was tht? At least for a start. *grin*
So I quickly Go*gle and found out tht Bandung is indeed a retail-theraphy haven for shopaholic like me. Oh gosh I digggggggggggggg shopping like a hell bunch lot! I love travelling too. Then I checked on AirA*ia, so far only manage to get the rm149 tix (/person of one way excluding tax) on Sept. Tht sounds cool. Aite? But heck? September? No-No. Thts too fast babe. The trip would most probly be end of this yr or next yr, God’s will. In fact I’m not planning to go ther in a short while. Plus I hv to pay da baby’s road tax & car insurance in sept. Ther goes my BANDUNG tour fund. *sigh*
So now, you can clearly see the “Backpacking Trip To Bandung” is on TOP of everything in my mental-wish lists. Maybe I’ll start dreamin abt Bandung now & then. Ho ho ho. Talk about anticipation.
Neway, it’s still too early to be overly excited about the trip as I still had to pass the first challenge (don’t ask. Dont dearly ask). But then, am too excited to blog abt it. So let me feel this moment ok?
And ohh… chipsmore anyone?
p/s: Back to reality. a lil bit on WWR updates. Done with tha booking thingie. Accomplished. Waitin fer the quotation to be fax to me. Really can’t wait fer the day to come!! Hi.hi.hick!!
DUMB.
dan suka mengorek hidung di khalayak ramai tanpa rasa segan silu?? Heck? Annoying kan? Yeww. Yikes. v.v.v.much gross! Lucky tht I dun hv tht pic taken uploaded to my lappie. If not, the whole entire world will definately give an unintended laugh, or I might end up in co*rt arguing wit the comp ma*ager abt this and tht, so on and so forth sbb kes saman malu. *finger crossed*
U all look a bit blur now ah? OKie then.. To cut the story short, t’was the things tht happend during my “SickSig” training today. One IT ma*ager ni, soooooo suka korek hi*ung without even feeling guilty or malu or segan a bit pun, even dekat dpn2 org. He was like in his own comfort zone, doing ‘tht’ thing most of the time like no one noticed. Wae la weii.. keji. To make things worse, my team member & I accidentally see it everytime he did ‘tht’ since our sitting position was actually confronting him. We’v seen evrythng. Everysingletinything. Oh mengapakah mesti kita menjadi insan terpilih itu?? *tsk*tsk*
On immediate action I took off my phone -> hold it up high -> acting like texting somebody -> focusing.. hm.. got ya -> zooming.. zoom, and zoom some more to tha max -> snap.snap -> Send in msg, sending.. —–> and ta-daa… to tha ppl in the offc. Opsie, its seriously unintentionally. Wht a oh-so natural shot. Kejikah saya? Ha-di-ha. See. I dun do it on purpose. neway, thts wht one will get for such a misbehavior :-
#1 mengganggu ketenteraman awam,
#2 berkelakuan tidak senonoh di khalayak ramai.
Boleh tak gitu? Well, guess wht? its not just me n my group partner, his team members sgt lah kasihan. To the extend of sampai tak sanggup nak bawak the cup of coffee & cookies to the meeting table & sampai siap tukar2 tempat lagi.. Kononnye nak share laptop dengan other team member lah kan? As if lah kan. How funny!
Yang lebih kelakar, masa lunch time (where all of us were served with free meals), kite2 yg tau ni sorry lah nak duduk dekat2 dia (esp the 4 of us). Tak sanggup mak. Azab. But then he came in a bit late. Oh nasib lah. Out of the blue the macik caterer tu pegi letak a plate of fruits betul2 depan dia pulak. Azab lagi ni. Frantically we looked at each other’s face. Aiyakk!! Masing2 muka cemas, nak tergelak pun ada. Cpt2 one of us ckp “haa.. bagi sini buah. bagi sini..”. Cpt2 kitorang ambik the fruits. Wajib. Dan oh memang, kitorang mcm nak pecah perut tahan gelak. Mana nya tak gelak. Baru makan 2-3 suap dah kalut2 ambik buah which should be ur very last bite. Evrybody knows. Ther goes our table manners. Klaka. Klaka yg amat. Ppl on the other side of the table pun mcm pelik dengan kitorg. Nasib la korang. Yg penting aku tidak mahu termakan najis. Duhhhhhhhhhh.
Quoted from my team partner, “I won’t encourage ppl I know to do IT, bcos too much of ITs make ppl dumb.. just like ‘tooot’”. Oh sumtimes he is sooo friggin’ right.. But chill ppl.. its a general statement. Mind you.
Non-related post:
I suppose to be in karaoke session with the kara-ok mates tonite. But really2 can’t make it. *Dang!!! By da way, u guys sure hving fun on “vocal testing” tonite rite mates.
p/s: the fishes in the pond need to be feed too dan aku selalu terlupa itu
pp/s: I wish tht ’somebody’ would tahpau me tha nasik ayam tmrw, as promised. Geeeezzzzz. Oh saya sgt malas mahu bgn awal, mandi awal dan bersiap utk keluar especially di hari minggu. Well thts me.
v.typically me.
by da way, hv a nice wknd peeps. muacks.muacks.
Put on weight.
Wht??
Oh really? I like! I like! But not f-a-t OK? I like the fact tht I’m putting on weight. And I like it when ppl keep on noticing, and telling me tht.
The colleague (has to mention the senior engineer) planned fer a farewell lunch; today just bcos tht I’m on half day & also prolly due to the twin*ech thingy. Tell you wht. They’re nonsense. Oh to be specific, he is superduper nonsense.
Speaking of it, I’ve got a job offer as a lecturer in twin*ech college, damansara. Ohsoooovery near to ep*on. Cant remember when I did apply fer tht job. It might b last year kot be4 I started workin here. But then I’ve never been to any intvw or whtsnot pun. Feel bad tht I hv to turn it down tho (as for now la since tht guy said I can call ‘em anytime regarding tht). But then its an opt, kan? Its just tht, talking bout moving back to kl, I should expect moreeeeeeeee thn wht am earning now, at least. Kalau tak mcm mana nak afford aku punya shoes, tops, handbags and make-ups, dengan other expenses lagi? Betul tak? God. Y is it so hard being a woman?? *sigh*
I hv no idea, nor did I know tht Lady Luck was prancing arnd me. Hopfuly another offer will come rolling to my feet. Amin…
On another note, mom’s impromptu bday dinner last nite went well. We had western & thai’s too. And until this point of time, I’m still full. Or mebbe too full for a plate of nasik or another piece of sirloin? And oh not to mention the special pizza delivery during lunch? Suprise.Suprise. :p
By da way, happy bday mom. Lov you veryextremelymuch! <33
On a mental note:
Somebody just said tht I will be tha person to be seing in 3 lapis life jacket during rafting, tht makes me look more less like ‘org sakit mental’. Boohoohoo. Dream on broooooo

“Lucky”
This is a story about a girl named Lucky…
Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It’s time for makeup, perfect smile
It’s you they’re all waiting for
They go…
“Isn’t she lovely, this Hollywood girl?”
And they say…
[CHORUS:]
She’s so lucky, she’s a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there’s nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night
Lost in an image, in a dream
But there’s no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go…
“Isn’t she lovely, this Hollywood girl?”
And they say…
Isn’t she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there’s nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
…
Guys, guess wht I’ve got from my folk’s place? Its my britney spears mp3s collection back in my 1st yr of studies @uniten!! Found it back after hmm.. 5yrs..? oh boi how time flies. *sigh*. Thnks to such a hottt sunny day tht I refuse to step out from tha house and yet brought myself in my room decluttering my ‘old’ study desk cabinet. Loads of old stuff, pressies, cds (1 from ’somebody’), books; not to mention my own “I’m happy just the way I am” book
, pics (God, ‘the-”little”-hana’ & ‘hana-in-school’ looks sooo diffrnt makes me laugh. Wht a transformation huh?
). Ohhh goodness I soooooooo miss the good old days. Been to school, coping with 2months hate-love matriculation period (tell you wht it shucks to be away from home for tha 1st time in my life. I hate rules. I hate classes @8a.m. I hate the fact tht I hv wake up very early in the morn. I hate hostel. I hate “no tv”.etc etc), to the final yr of studies in uni. Its a fun-learning-term. No denial. But thts it. Thts just it. Bcos its differnt now. Full of life..
At the time of writing, I find myself listening to “Lucky” over and over again. See? Apparently “Lucky” wasnt really tht lucky, huh? Oh no. Am blabbering now d. Better off to sleep now. Nanait ppl.
xoxo